SATIATING SLAVE

Swollen lullaby to sleep, sweetest dreams of suffering
In a shared grave, embrace me decomposing
Hold me like a teddy, shroud my body tightly
Love u like a slave, please haunt all my scary dreams
Fawn flesh rotting, tear the meat off me
Sink ur fangs deep in my flesh, i’ll be satiating
Bugs crawl inside me, i return to nothing
But ur arms around my corpse, i won’t be so lonely

Stitches in my head, scraping maggots from within
How much blood to let to repent for my sins?
Angel blooming flowers, roots sinking in
Think i lost my head, doll dissociation
Beg to be ur slave, ur dog collared to a chain
Tell me to behave, say the word, i’ll obey
Lost like snow white, all the trees have a face
I feel so dull, all work and no play

Benadryl ballgag, tearing at my skin
Know those spiderwebs will come catch me again
Play with me like a doll, restrain all my limbs
Use me til im worn, crack the fragile porcelain
Paleness crawls over my bones
Nails press to a purple throat
Incisions searching for a home
Poacher found a new coat
Cold down to my baby bones
Ur breath feels oh so warm
I can feel the curtains close
So break me in, forever urs

Paper notes under my nails
I’m behind blue velvet veil
There’s no hope, i guess, oh well
Fall down circles of my own hell
Catch for us the foxes
Ambrosia christed
She who pours the poison
Burn off this mortal coil