DIARY OF DREAMS

Something secret, hidden in the attic
A diary of dreams within my casket
A pale memory engulfed in blackness
Pain everlasting, dreams to shatter
Stitches ripping from the seams
A lamb to slaughter, but unclean
Angels watch me in my sleep
Angels in my restless dreams
My skin’s still rotting on that tree

As the branches raise their chalice to the mother
The stars light up in cosmic fire
Looking glass unveils the vision of another
Garden of thorns to attone, to suffer
Slender fawn legs, precious roadkill angel
Teddybear graveyard, I’m waning faithful
Carry me, oh sweet Merkabah
My insides wrapped around the cross

Corpse-like dolls adorn the walls
Angels fall, my head fell off
Razor digs into my arms, like those gnashing teeth of dogs
Spill my neck of all my sins
A sense of aching deep within
Doll heart rotting, can’t u see?
Veins dance slowly to violin strings