Same Dreams

You was back thinking bout us for a second
Reminiscing bout the past livin in the present
You ain't bother to call
You ain't bother to call
Id rather see us shine
You'd rather see us fall
But that's that
I been dealin wit depression
Father cares more about my grades
Or a lesson
Got me stressin
Maybe this a curse or a blessing
God, no god? make me really keep on guessing
Oh no
2 am like this
Stayin up simpin on my phone typin
Its my own crisis
Now they gon take this
Why i gotta stress bout how much plays i get?
Don't understand me i just can't explain
Mom just know i'll never be the same

Why you gotta take this all away
You leavin depression in my brain
You don't know i'm really on my way
I won't stop ill take this to the grave

Was goin good for a second
Turned it all around made it to a life lesson
Like "son you my peasant"
"who you be textin?"
"don't do this, cuz it ain't the way to heaven"
Oh yeah?
So i got my friends
Askin what went wrong
That's what they said
Hope they ain't fraud
I can't trust them
They here and gone
I make my ends

Oh noo
Same thing on and on
It's old
This my fourth
Slowly kill my hopes
My goals
My goals
Of whippin in my rove
And havin all the broads

Had it all planned out
Was finna blow from my room
"wutchu want?
Our trust? or make that money? choose"
"wutchu gain from fame
Is all it means to you?"
My mind, my soul, integrity and more to lose

They don't wanna lose me to mainstream
Wait til i'm 18
I was growin fast but how the hell its good that i'm waiting?
Kinda surprised i thought i could justify
But they look like some other people that's hating
That's shady
All the days ahead become rainy
All the future scenes become grainy
I'm livin the same scenes
I'm just givin a lower rating
Another try at killing the same thing
My same dreams