Rx

[Chorus]
Oh my God, don’t let me fall
Don’t let me waste all of my life and my mind
Trying to find myself before I go down
What if I know that I cannot repair the whole world?
But I’m too scared to fail
Can you prescribe me some help?

[Verse 1]
Thanking god for another breath
Another day with another death
Too many pussy niggas breathing
Not too many real niggas left
I been taking care of my Pops
Praying hard for my nigga health
Trying to stay on top of my bills
Got shit due 1st through the 12th
Trying to maintain my friendships
Niggas looking out for they self
Navigating through a pandemic
And a nigga trying not to have to ask for help (Swear)
Pop another pill when my heart ache
Pour another shot for my heart rate
Roll another L when my heart break
I don't know how much more can a nigga heart take

[Chorus]
Oh my God, don’t let me fall
Don’t let me waste all of my life and my mind
Trying to find myself before I go down
What if I know that I cannot repair the whole world?
But I’m too scared to fail
Can you prescribe me some help?

[Verse 2]
New day but this shit get old
I stay up when the nights get cold
My other half just left me hanging when I needed to be consoled
Fighting my way out the dark
How could you have me fighting alone?
Maybe I would've had someone to lean on if maybe I just had a clone
Spent too much time being loyal and not enough being productive
Ran outta people to vent to, criticism ain’t ever constructive
And I been self-destructive
Nigga been feeling so insufficient
I got so used to the pain
I swear my brain has been conditioned

[Verse 3: Jaye Newton]
I swear my brain been lost, I’m leanin'
Heavy on God, still I been feinin'
Flesh been weak but tell me what to do?
When I’m trying my best, my best was you
I’m a mess, I’m through, trying find some closure
Kosher kinda coolin', healin', feelin' stupid all within
On the out, I’m always chillin'
Still in shock, I'm stealin' attention
I'm never at ease, hard to mention
Where is my mental? When I’m trying to please
Closer inching to the cliff, never sparked a spliff
But I feel like Robert in this riff
Tryna touch the sky knowing I can’t fly
But I’ll rather die leaping and trying
Close my eyes and leave the ground
Gravity fighting in these scriptures I'm reciting to give me peace
Can I have some joy?
I need some time, the window's closing
Tryna reach my future, not lose my mind
My heart beat speeding up, I need to catch my breath
Anxiety overload, no energy left
Can you fill my cup 'til it runneth over?
Trying to live life sober
Getting older but I’m still wiser, Oh my God

[Chorus]
Oh my God, don’t let me fall
Don’t let me waste all of my life and my mind
Trying to find myself before I go down
What if I know that I cannot repair the whole world?
But I’m too scared to fail
Can you prescribe me some help?

[Outro]
It's a hard life... but it's mine