Par for the Course

[Verse 1]
We time turned to me time
Free time sounding like tree time
Rewind, I done played this shit like three times
This slideshow of us back when we couldn’t see time
I'm guessing time had some plans, it just shot past
I’m trippin' I’m wishing ya hand was this shot glass
Wishing you would fall through, just press on my doorbell
Yeah I know we ended but damn, it just ain’t go well
Like how the fuck you wake up and decide to do me so cold?
How you go and break rule number one, which was don’t fold?
I don't know, but I wish we could go back to the start
Statesboro, long nights, before this shit fеll apart
Or maybe take it back to ya spot on Torreya Way
Whеre we would lay up, watch a movie, fuck the day away
Couldn’t let go of ya hoes, I prayed they stay away
Gave you so much of my love that you just gave away
So don’t tell me you miss me, tell me what you miss
Don’t beat around the bush, you know me better than this
You know we had all the bliss, I just didn’t complete you
Wanted you to understand me you just never would seek to
And did you ever love me? I swear I can’t really tell
Cause how the fuck you play the victim and you do that shit so well?
You was playing me 'til I caught you lying and shit
You was snuggled in bed while I was crying and shit
Cheated on me and it felt like I was dying and shit
I was down for you man, ain’t no denying this shit

[Hook]
I guess it’s just par for the course
You stomped on my heart and you ain’t have no remorse
Par for the course
I guess it’s par for the course
Par for the course
You stomped on my heart and you ain’t have no remorse

[Verse 2]
(Yo) Memories turn to trauma
Venting sounding like drama
I swear it’s like everything is triggering
I gave you parts of me that you wasn’t considering
But damn, I know I won't get that time back
See you tried to replace me then you tried to climb back
Hit me right when I was healing, how timely of you?
Can't even spray on my Dior cause it remind me of you
IPhone showing me photos that I don’t wanna see
And this abyss is a place man that I don’t wanna be
Cause I'm triggered by ya face
I’m triggered by ya name
I was down to ride for you, I know you don’t feel the same
I’m triggered by the sun cause I wake up now alone
I’m triggered by my couches even when I'm fucking home
I’m triggered by my clothes I was with you when I wore
Triggered by the present time cause it's nothing like before
And you’re nothing like you seem, kinda like my self-esteem
I’m only confidently damaged
There’s so much in between me and you
And it’s true that we’re through so I’m blue
And it’s all because of you
You don’t have a fucking clue how I'm triggered by the seasons
I’m triggered by my bed
I'm triggered by my head cause I still want you here instead
But you just left me on read after all the shit I said
You don’t give a fuck about me, yo I think you want me dead
But it’s just par for the course
You stomped on my heart and you ain’t have no remorse
And now you feeling lost, I swear I can't even blame you
I'm triggered by Atlanta cuz you let this city change you

Damn