Russian Roulette

I played a lowlife
Who took the high road
I grit my teeth now
Wait for the photo
I turn the lights out
I see it all now
And while the earth turns
I don't move

I'm just a monster
Bred for breeding
A little spitfire
Scared of leaving
I'm getting cold now
I'm in confession
But while the earth turns
I can feel that
Old familiar sting in my eyes
Like at the part in the movie
Where the hero dies
Man I hope they're coming back
And face the pitch black
Then just before the credits
Eyes open that's that

Tell me what it means to be good
Cause I don't know anymore
I feel like playing russian roulette
I don't think I'm ready yet
Something tells me we'll both be good
I'm not here just for
Waiting playing russian roulette
I don't think I'm ready yet

I don't think I'm ready yet
I don't think I'm ready yet

If I'm the serpent that I'm afraid of
I wanna change
I'll be a little better off
I'm breathing deep now
Went through a break now
And while the earth turns
I can feel that
Old familiar sting in my eyes
Like at the part in the movie
Where the hero dies
Man I hope they're coming back
And face the pitch black
Then just before the credits
Eyes open that's that

Tell me what it means to be good
Cause I don't know anymore
I feel like playing russian roulette
I don't think I'm ready yet
Something tells me we'll both be good
I'm not here just for
Waiting playing russian roulette
I don't think I'm ready yet

I don't think I'm ready yet
I don't think I'm ready yet

Old familiar tears in my eyes
Right at the moment that I realised
You've been by my side
I know I'll be fine
You say it all the time
I've just gotta listen
Pay attention to the signs now

Tell me what it means to be good
Cause I don't know anymore
I feel like playing russian roulette
I don't think I'm ready yet
Something tells me we'll both be good
I'm not here just for
Waiting playing russian roulette
I don't think I'm ready yet