Berserk

Its all coming from a deep place
Swinging a bat at the floodgates
Burning holes in the ceiling with the jaded glaze face
Couple years now I've been hanging for the updates
Squirelling away with my heart in my hand
Wringing it out on stage for an answer
So why the hell does this feel right
Telling everyone what I feel all the time

I don't want to say it but I'm terrified
Everyones a mirror when I close my eyes
I'm just feeling sad
Cause every time I'm back
I look at what I have and I hate whеre my head is at

Im gonna make it hurt
Catch mе running at the sun
Yeah, I know that I'm cursed
Oh, when it goes berserk, you just tell me why it works
Why I shouldn't reverse
Hey, the truth is
You wish I had egg on my face
Hey, watch it go berserk
Now I'll be sending postcards from space
Watch me send it now

When you're standing at the pearly gates
Tell them you don't want to get in anyway
The club that wants you as a member
Isn't the reason that you want to be remembered

I don't want to say it but its on my mind
Skip it like a stone through golden light
Ripples on the lake, camels on a cake
Waiting for a breath or any chance to make cake

I'm gonna make it hurt
Catch me running at the sun
Yeah, I know that I'm cursed
Oh, when it goes berserk, you just tell me why it works
Why I shouldn't reverse
Hey, the truth is
You wish I had egg on my face
Hey, watch it go berserk
Now I'll be sending postcards from space
Watch me send it now

I just wait in the dark now
I don't remember the light
Go on and tell me how colour looks
Without using your eyes
I just wait in the dark now
I don't remember the light
Go on and tell me how colour looks
All the things I like keep killing me inside

I'm gonna make it hurt
Catch me running at the sun
Yeah, I know that I'm cursed
Oh, when it goes berserk, you just tell me why it works
Why I shouldn't reverse
Hey, the truth is
You wish I had egg on my face
Hey, watch it go berserk
Now I'll be sending postcards from space
Watch me send it now

Watch me send it now