Running Out Of Love

Emotionally recycled damaged goods
For her i had the kinda love that families should
Instead of your dad on the phone saying you can't come home
What kind of world is this when you can't even go back to the hood?
Fuck it ill progress in spite of trust issues
Dirty girl infected me with that "fuck bitch" flu
Pessimist boulders gettin slick colder they rest on his shoulders
And nudge into the part of my brain in which harvests insane
Ain't nothing in this world thats fucking true
My childhood delusions are all coming true
No one in this world will end up loving you
You know what true love is? hooliganism
Pretending to have a heart and then fooling slick with it
For some reason i always end up shooting for pigeons
If not for the girls then for the stupidest women
Many a time i made room for a "Mrs."
Some blew it in minutes, left and flew with the pigeons
Some spoke sweet words with our future envisioned
But now the future is here and shes truant within it
Cancerous lies
Flowering regret like dandelions i mean damn i tried
But every path leads to a damn demise
My heart can't take one more damn surprise
Emotional let downs are a habit now
Im sorry babe im giving up im tapping out
Is this what you wanted? im a bastard now
Messaging me telling me im still attractive
How the fuck u think your new man is gonna go and take that?
Unless hes a sucker who will go and take back
Any and every dame, who'll go and play there games
And if that shit is the case, then you got your game planned
But i am not that guy you knew by how i touched you
I am not that guy you knew by how i loved you
I am not that guy you knew by how i fucked you
Im not that guy you knew by how i didn't trust you
Go and find another side dish when your too drunk
To walk so he takes you home and kisses your eye lids
One who will spend the whole night up crying
When you tell the story about your face and your moms fists flying
Oh thats not the kind of deep your looking for right bitch?
Well in that case find another man with my dick
When you see me with the next girl that im callin my chick
You messaging me jealous, you can suck my dick
You can suck my dick, bitch, you can suck my dick
And i mean metaphorically not the time you lied
When you said the first time you sucked was my dick

I finally see which side of the ying-yang you are but
Im not ready for that horror
The pain that i harbored, the way that you scarred us
Sorry babe i can not take any farther
I finally see which side of the ying-yang you are but
Im not ready for that horror
The pain that i harbored, the way that you scarred us
Sorry babe i can not take any farther
I finally see which side of the ying-yang you are but
Im not ready for that horror
The pain that i harbored, the way that you scarred us
Sorry babe i can not take any farther
I finally see which side of the ying-yang you are but
Im not ready for that horror
The pain that i harbored, the way that you scarred us
Sorry babe i can not take any farther