Ruin Me

[Verse]
Everyday I'm anxious
Don't even know if I'm gonna make it
They can say what they want about me
I'm never losing patience
I'm too busy making statements
Girl, walk out on me right now
I know it'll be painless
And all she wanna do is talk
I might cut her off
She been bringing me down
Might run away from it all
How many songs will it take
To watch me degrade, degrade?
And I know you'll stay true to me
You could never ruin me
Everything I do is getting further from reality
Is this temporary or is it a new normality?
Keep a close eye on the fake ones, they bad for me
I'm switching lanes, I'm in a new position
I don't want fame, I don't want no addictions
I don't need more food on my plate, I'm so full
When I'm around you, I gotta keep my cool

[Chorus]
It goes 1, 2, 3, and we're done
Every time I talk to you I get too scared to run
Aim at the moon, but I'm shooting for the sun
If I don't fight back, think I might be in the wrong
So 1, 2, 3, and we're done
Every time I talk to you I get too scared to run
I don't know if I'm alright, but I'm the only one
Screaming out for help but I'm not hearing anyone

[Instrumental Outro]