rot.

[Verse 1]
Once again I'm stuck inside my room
Ain't that familiar? I don't know what to do
I wanna go outside, but I can barely move
Without me feeling like I'll throw up on my shoes
So I'll just shower until my skin peels
W-w-wonder if anyone knows how this feels
Startin' to feel like nothing 'bout this shit's real
Addicted to my phone so much I skip meals
Just to scroll a little more

[Chorus]
I've started to rot, yeah, I'm just scared of my health
Guess I'll sit like a rock instead of killing myself
Think I'm losing the plot of why I keep to myself
I can't trust anybody, so I don't ask for help
I've just startin' to rot, yeah, I'm just scared of my health
Guess I'll sit like a rock instead of killing myself
Think I'm losing the plot of why I keep to myself
I can't trust anybody, so I won't ask for help, well

[Verse 2]
Every day's the same
If all these fuckin' comments tryna put me in the grave
Yeah, when they say, "You should be ashamed,"
It's harder not to see yourself as somebody to blame, yeah, yeah
Off a tab I don't know what is real no more
I'm startin' to not know what's fake as well
Startin' to feel like I can't sleep no more
I think I'll probably break myself
Before I'm better and I'm dyin' again
Think I might give up, never try this again
I'm too depressed to go outside with my friends, so I just

[Chorus]
So I've just started to rot, yeah, I'm just scared of my health
Guess I'll sit like a rock instead of killing myself
Think I'm losing the plot of why I keep to myself
I can't trust anybody, so I don't ask for help
I've just started to rot, yeah, I'm just scared of my health
Guess I'll sit like a rock instead of killing myself
Think I'm losing the plot of why I keep to myself
I can't trust anybody, so I don't—