Roses In My Backpack

[Verse 1]
Hey, oh I've lost everything close to me
All those memories haunt me to this day
But I’m coming to terms that I'm better off dead

People don't care if it’s left unsaid
I want out more than anything
I'm on the verge of a forgotten casualty

[Pre-Chorus]
No home, no friends, no family
I'm losing everything
And everyday's the same with the sadness I bring

[Chorus]
These are the hardest years I've ever faced through
To feel this pulse each day
It's a curse that I'm still awake
Nothing could help set me free
But the thought to hang myself from the tallest tree
Today

[Verse 2]
Ever get that funny feeling that you'll die alone someday?
Ever love someone so much but they don’t feel the same?

[Pre-Chorus]
I let go, and now I’m alone
Is this how it all ends with a barrel in my mouth again?
Is this my only exit?

[Chorus]
These are the hardest years I've ever faced through
To feel this pulse each day
It’s a curse that I'm still awake
Nothing could help set me free
But the thought to hang myself from the tallest tree
Today

[Bridge]
And hey, oh I've lost every fucking thing close to me
Even those memories still haunt me to this day
And if I only could forget it all
I just have to run away
Will I run away?
I guess I'll run away
Cause...

[Chorus]
These are the hardest years I’ve ever faced through
To feel this pulse each day
It's a curse that I'm still awake
But I'm not awake from those dreams of drowning, sinking below the sea
I'll be free