Haiku

I still find it hard to pull myself out of bed in the morning
But should I get up anyways if there might be a chance I could amount to something?
I lie awake wondering if this was all for nothing
Fuck, I’ve got a head so full of doubt
How could I learn to be more kind to myself?

Holding every promise that I made out to me
Like ‘stay one one more day, you’ll be fine get some some sleep’
And If you make it out alive you’ll see it hurts the most tonight
I can’t shake the feeling
There’s no point in self-healing, so

I can’t believe
I was so naive
Everything that mattered to me
Found its way out
From what I can tell
I’m stuck my own hell

I lost count of all those times I had fate at my door
Cause I shouldn’t have to feel like this anymore
Do I go on without looking back before it all just fades to black?
I can’t shake the feeling that this life has no meaning, so

I can’t believe
I was so naive
Everything that mattered to me
Found its way out
From what I can tell
I’m stuck in my own hell
Stuck in my own hell

What should I do when I only lose?
There’s just no use when I don’t have you

I can’t believe
I was so naive
Everything that mattered to me
Found its way out
From what I can tell
I’m stuck in my own hell
Stuck in my own hell

From what I can tell
I’m stuck in my own hell