Roaming

[Verse 1]
Shoutout to everybody that was laughing at me
I'm still a starving artist but I been working harder than all of y'all so try to match me
And y'all aren't here to catch me when I fall
But if you need a feature you'll be speaking like we've been chilling all of the time
And in all of these rhymes it's hard to capture my emotion
I spend hours up in this studio due to pure devotion for this rap stuff
Opportunities I couldn't pass up
And in God is where I put that trust
Hope you're growing with me
Hope the flow is becoming more sober than emotional roller coasters
I'm gifted I see that I'm risking lots here
Risking friendships
Risking y'all's tears
Being honest about my emotions and my hopes and my fears is not easy
But honesty is the key to being believed
And I just wanna be believe me when I say
I've been through it and I know y'all's struggles
I don't plan to stop relaying rhymes
You know why I pummel
It beats my heart racing
I'm chasing this big dream that I've had since eleven years of age and I'm not playing
These rhymes are a bit dark, you would think that I'm bi-racial
But being a white rapper is who I am lately and I'm proud of it
Hope to be a astounding
Hope to make a difference cause that is all that I'm trying to do
Hope I spit the sickest syllables like I was rhyming flu
But God, when I'm up on this mic
I rhyme for you
I rhyme for you

[Verse 2]
So now I'm here, trying to bring the team with me
My head up in the clouds and I just hope you'll dream with me
I'm dreaming bigger than big
I'm dreaming ginormous
I'm talking charting on Billboard with an album that I recorded
But I'm tortured cause I never know who I'm doing it for
I'm torn between being selfish and making music for the Lord
It's getting harder not to fall
When falling always seems easier
God has got a plan for me
I'm sitting here reading it
Now I can breathe
My God has given me so much
I'm learning more, becoming better, and growing up
A loner who has now become a roamer
I'm Roaming searching around for my true home
And I don't have to fit in, 'cause God has made me different
This is just a chapter in my life, I hope you're not skipping it
You might not like the album and you might not like my lyrics
But through everything I pray you feel the Lord when you hear me
What's up