​risks and regrets

[Intro]
Interest
While the strong hold ground
(Fast Life)
I pray you forget what you're worrying about
(JabariOnTheBeat)
Everything I had been taught so far in this world just brought me scars (Grrt)
(Major, that's you?)
People don't know what you go through till you in the ground or recovery wards

[Chorus]
We all felt the pain (Huh, felt)
And I keep taking these shots (Shots, grazed)
But I'm just getting grazed (I'm grazed)
This bottle full of blanks (Ha)
How much more can I take? (I can't)
I can't really say (Nuh-uh)
Sometimes blue skies take too long to come around and I'm not that patient (Let's go)

[Verse]
Mama, I feel like I made it (Okay, I'm dyin')
But, mama, I think I'm dying (Dead)
My tears burn hard in my eyes 'cause liquor fall out of them when I'm crying (Yeah, cry)
Maybe inside I'm angry, maybe inside I'm trying (Oh)
Suffering just like reading, it's way more easy to do it in silence (Yo, uh, yo)
Misery needs some company and I heard she's hiring
And I believe that the being I wanna be don't fit my environment (Uh)
And I would die a martyr for my cause instead of folding (Let's go)
I heard the devil wears Prada, but really I dress in thrifted clothing (Yeah, yeah, uh)
(Yeah, drip)
I called upon my faith but I think my prayer was left on holding
Still, I hold hope in this light and this warmth even though my soul is frozen now (Yo, oh, let's go)
I put my heart into people and they leave it broken now (Uh)
I'm off this Henny and Coke and I'm getting emotional (Uh)
I get the shakes and I'm sweating, I'm waking up soaking now (Yo, yo)
I feel like people gon' trade you for less than a quarter now, I swear (Huh, yo)
I take a shower to ground me and bleed out the dye in my orange hair (Yo, and I hate every one of 'em, damn)
But everyone that's someone had some shit to go through (Woah, yo)
Then once you felt the strength inside, there's nothing you can't do

[Chorus]
We all felt the pain (Uh, felt it)
And I keep taking these shots (Taking shots)
But I'm just getting grazed (Uh)
This bottle full of blanks (Blanks)
How much more can I take? (Yeah)
I can't really say (I don't)
Sometimes blue skies take too long to come around
I'm not that patient (Yo)

[Outro]
I swear I'm coughin' on this fuckin' beat, bruh, damn
I just got [?]
Alright