Revolver

[Verse 1]
Maybe I'm just trynna save my mother
Maybe you're looking for a father figure
So you then can't abandon him
Girl, is this what we're standing in?
Maybe I'm just being paranoid
Conversations that I had with Freud
It's just so hard to gain acceptance
Of these dreams that I had destroyed
If you picture me as a boy
Could you find some compassion then?
All the pain that I had endured
Let me down in the path of sin
Sinking back in that black hole there
Fear is here, it's a pathogen
Powerlessness of your darkness
Well, it's a time warp that traps us in
Somehow now going back to then
Somehow I seen it all before
Love, I knew it was never fair
I may care to go call it war
Woman, I got this bleeding heart
It's leaking out all on the floor
Maybe that's just the greedy part
'Cause it only makes me want it more

[Hook] (x2)
This is like a revolver, I can't let this shit go
I just keep trynna solve her, I just need to let go
I'm going 'round and 'round and spinning
From the end back to the beginning
But I keep ending up in the same place that I already been in

[Verse 2]
I don't know why I believe your lies
Over and over, colder and colder
It gets behind your freezing eyes
Those freezing eyes, I'm trapped inside
Your icy soul, I can't even breathe inside
How could you just leave me to die?
Making me guess of the reason why
Maybe I'll go get even by
Cracking the skull of either guy that I suspect
Wondering if this vibe's correct
I'm driving by like twice the check
Before I roll up in this tattoo shop mid-afternoon to slice his neck
The wrath and doom advice that wrecked me once is back for my respect
My respect for you was mile-high
Up on a pedestal, my oh my
You were my ride-or-die, all that was riding by
Word to my guiding light, who woulda knew?
You make me die inside, put me in fight or flight
Bring out my violent side, I got a lion's pride
And I can't let this shit slide, can I?
Your two faces, Miss Gemini
But this deception that's mixed up in my
Spiraled mind, a kind of twisted semi sly design
It's a tangled web that the spider winds 'til the anger spread
At your hiding crimes, all the things you said
May have had my heart, that angel's dead

[Hook] (x2)
This is like a revolver, I can't let this shit go
I just keep trynna solve her, I just need to let go
I'm going 'round and 'round and spinning
From the end back to the beginning
But I keep ending up in the same place that I already been in