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When I feel happy, I know it won't last
Everything falls apart so fast
Soon I'll be left on my own
Left to fight it all alone

Even when I'm surrounded
I feel isolated I find
I can't speak, I can't be at all
I shut myself in my own self built walls

Oh when my mind starts to tremble
And my body goes into fight or flight
My brain goes mad and I suddenly can't remember
Somebody turned out the light

Oh when I no longer resemble
A person who has it all contained
A stamp on self security, return to sender
Oh sometimes, I feel insane

On good days, I take myself for granted
I never know when I'll be sent into a panic
I feel better than I did years before
But I still feel like sinking into the floor

I know I'm stronger, I know I'm wiser, I know I'm better
I'm better, I'm better, I'm better
I can handle the sudden moves my own mind throws at me
I feel better, I feel better, I'm better
I'm better