Retrospective

In retrospect, I was hesitating
Over-analyzing and premeditating, the troubles that offend me
In retrospect, it was devastating
Killing all my dreams, having them be... Faded
In retrospect, I was in a bad place
Head wasn't screwed on straight, not enough to congregate
In retrospect, we went back and forth
Playing jigsaw with our bats for euphoria

You killed my inside
Now I'm retrospective
You destroyed all I hide
Now I'm retrospective
Madе me feel some kind of new
Now I'm rеtrospective
Stuck it onto me like glue
I'm retrospective

In retrospect, I was hesitating
Over-analyzing and premeditating, the troubles that offend me
In retrospect, it could've been different
Could've had a relationship that was so glistening
In retrospect, I don't know what caused it
Was it me? You? Him? Or was it that faucet?
In retrospect, we went back and forth
Playing jigsaw with our bats. no euphoria

Act like nothing is wrong
Say, stop singing this song
Act like nothing is wrong
It's gone on way too long

Act like nothing is real
Your mindset ain't ideal
Act like nothing is real
This pain won't heal

In retrospect, I was hesitating
Over-analyzing and premeditating, the troubles that offend me
In retrospect, it could've been different
Could've had a relationship that was so glistening
In retrospect, I don't know what caused it
Was it me? You? Him? Or was it that faucet?
In retrospect, we went back and forth
Playing jigsaw with our bats. no euphoria

Retrospective, staying retrospective
Retrospective, living retrospective