Regrets

(Intro - Aylius)

All I have is all of my regrets
I'm holding on to all my tears and all of my secrets

(Verse 1 - LuKey D)

God knows I made my mistakes
For them i've taken the blame
But I should start making a change
Cause I keep drinking to numb all the pain
I can't think straight when I got these demons infiltrating my brain
Depression is winning, demons use pain as a warning, hoping today is the day

That it's system overload
I have no control
My body feels trapped in a cell, just like a chromosome
Mind's been overthrown
I feel so alone
Not long ago, nobody knows but I tried to overdose

Some days I chose thе rope to try and take my life
Thеy wanna know the real me when the truth is, I hate that guy
That's why suicide is always on my mind
I've been keeping secrets in for too long
Let's just say when I have kept it straight, I'm really saying bye

(Chorus - Aylius)

All I have is all of my regrets
I'm holding on to all my tears and all of my secrets
(All of my secrets)
Yeah I should of told you everything but I kept it all inside
Now all I have is all of my regrets
Here with me tonight

(Verse 2 - LuKey D)

The day I was close to taking my life
I thought about that through the rest of the night
Do I help people with the things that I right?
As a human you don't know the demons I fight
Hoping at the end of the tunnel, it has light
Hear voices having conversations in my mind

But how do I know what's real when my mind questions all I know
How can I flip the page when I'm stuck reading the same shit I wrote
They say don't fix what isn't broke
Thought writing bars would fix me but it's ironic cause the last bars I write will be a suicide note

Before I take the road, I cover variables
From depression, anxiety, feel weak, hebdomadal
Can't delay the inevitable
Cause death is a certain but what isn't certain is whether you'll be memorable

(Chorus - Aylius)

All I have is all of my regrets
I'm holding on to all my tears and all of my secrets
(All of my secrets)

(Aylius & LuKey D)
Yeah I should of told you everything but I kept it all inside
Now all I have is all of my regrets
Here with me tonight