Regression

Intro:
I was thinkin' what if we just had one with like, some thoughts that I had?…

Verse:
I’ll take a tiny desk, over a Grammy
I keep the family close, I don’t think they understand me
I should give it a rest, make up a plan B
If I stopped right now, I could still get into Uni
But I can’t til I’m at the top
Give it what I got
Any less than my best Is an insult to my God
I don’t stress, I don’t flex
I just keep it kinda mild
I don’t preach, I confess
So you listen and you nod
Lit like a candle stick
Get the ball and handle it
I’ve been feelin outta place
Make a move to cope with it
I made moves with counterfeits
I switchеd currencies for this
Ain’t no rest in pеace until my enemies become my friends
In a world full of (hoooes) don’t be lonely by yourself
In a mind full of (gooold) got no choice but to excel
When I moved to the (cooold) no one said it’d be a tail
For the Ages, turnin pages
I got history to tell
I got history to tell..

Interlude:
That's how I feel sometimes but then other times it's just like..

Verse 2:
Like everybody grindin’
And I’m just catchin’ up
“If my body only let me” fill my head with that stuff
I put the bread in the cup
I’m gonna double it
Holy Father saw my heart and my mind came undone
Always overthinkin
Always need vacation
But my head told my heart that my wallet was vacant
I’ll either run out of patience, or I’ll run out of breath
I almost ran off the cliff, then I examined my chest
I need another shot at life
Another shot at night
The gun was never shot, they killed the kid with a knife
We pretend we alright
We get drunk, we get high
We have sex, we get by
But there’s more than meets the eye
If I finally tell my story, will I finally sleep at night?
If no weapons form against me, why I feel like ima die?
If I promised there was purpose, will I pop a perk or cry?
And if my pops is really different now, then maybe so am I…
Knee caps feelin 45, okay
Rose on the Cavs how I drive, that way
I don’t wanna waste my time, today
I don’t wanna waste my life
Really feel like I’ve regressed
Recently I’m such a mess
Tease and laugh with the rest
When inside I need a rest
Pick a side, it’s a test
Some will stay, others left
Others leapt over me in the race to be the best
Which left me hella stuck, hello overthinking
I’m back with $20 bucks and a ticket to the station
This is all that I got left, starvin artist type of beat
And if my name was all I had, it’d go for pennies on the street
Forreal
Just some thoughts that I had
Regression
Just some thought that I had..