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Heard my plant died
More sad than when my aunt died
Seldom mistake my mole hill for an ant pile
Land slide
Said I’m coming with the Hands tied
Tied for second ain’t acceptable so we gon retry
Restart. giving big bucks to theme parks
Thoroughly confused by how dumb SAT’s are
She wants to breathe hard
I want to recharge
I just need a nice girl, tell me where the queens are
Big Brother energy I know I was horn dog
Now I’m staying hella sweet
Now I’m staying down the street
Now I lay me down to sleep
This good, good living gonna prob’ly be the end of me
I was thinkin let it be
Freddie B can rest in peace
Grandma Trish can rest in peace
Dang that got the best of me
Copin in accessories
Smokin in a cloud of steam
Hated church since '17
I can’t grow by doing nothing, told my team to send the beats
Let me breathe, let me be
Lookin into therapy
Need a hit, maybe two
Dawg what’s gotten into you?
I concede, it ain’t greed
But my guy my rent is due
F you was me, would you sleep
Passed out in the living room
Member members from the bank
Came and took our home away
I was 13 thinkin where the hell I'm gonna stay?
How’d we end up in this state?
Swore I pray like everyday
If the Lord who is they say
Then he give and take away
I hate the influencer life
Rather influence a life
Rather tell you bout my struggles and the darkest of my nights
Rather not so predictable and revert back to Christ
But if I made 22, better praise him for my life
I’m not perfect, but I’m growing and that’s more than some these guys
These money hungry ig models desperate for the likes
Not their fault, we created this through validation sites
Set a standard they can’t reach then crush their souls for life
Lost my purity on accident by clicking through the sites
It grew to an addicted that had followed me through life
Every new years said I’d beat it made some progress then rewind
Then we back to where we started with a broken state of mind
I wonder what the number of my brothers just felt that
I wonder what’s the over or the under in the raps
I wonder how many of us sit back and blame dad
I wonder how many are accountable for that
For real