Reflection

[Chorus: Brandon Roman Lenz]
Forgotten promise
Nothing left inside of me
A thunder forming
Raging oh so silently
Under your shadow
Lost I couldn't bear to see
And now I know you’ll always be the worst of me

[Verse 1: Richard Medhurst]
Steady adrenaline trickling down
Enveloping every element then filling the sound
With the bellowing dissonance of a million pounds
Buckling under the pressure to the weight of the ground
Now it's on, put it down, breaking part of this plight
With the madness of this matter taking over my life
All the pain staking mistakes and finical strife
Compiled inside of this violent divide of mine
And i'm so far gone, evil eyes’ll swell
Neither dead nor alive, man I can't even tell
Look in the mirror and shudder just at seeing myself
Searching for the exit sign to quick escape this hell
As it swells, growing darker and larger than life
Taking over every corner, disbarring the light
A shadow black where your reflection used to be
Now It's all I see when I look into your eyes
And I

[Chorus: Brandon Roman Lenz]
Forgotten promise
Nothing left inside of me
A thunder forming
Raging oh so silently
Under your shadow
Lost I couldn't bear to see
And now I know you'll always be the worst of me

[Verse 2: Richard Medhurst]
Please, try to believe, to see what it feels
When nothing feels like it's real nor whatever it seems
Trying to summon up the courage to just get up and leave
But the air's just getting heavier and harder to breath
In this nightmare dream, laying flat on my chest
A state of static panic, always feeling manic depressed
Erratic and frantic, feeding off the venom and stress
I be emphatic ‘bout it but nobody's giving a shit
So I guess it’s, back to the abyss, and amidst in its grips
Feeling like there’s nothing left that could save me from this
Jitter as I shiver trying to make some sense of this mess
Out of breath, feeling lost, hopeless and remiss
As it swells, growing darker and larger than life
Leaving me so cold, hollow, and broken inside
An empty shell where my reflection used to lie
Now there's nothing at all when I look into my eyes
And I

[Chorus: Brandon Roman Lenz]
Forgotten promise
Nothing left inside of me
A thunder forming
Raging oh so silently
Under your shadow
Lost I couldn’t bear to see
And now I know you'll always be the worst of me