[Verse 1: Richard Medhurst]
Yo
Check it out
Trying to submerge me and swerve me under the waves
Trying to deter me from earning my right to stay
But I’m determined to burn ‘em, I’m rife with rage
All the hurt and the pain needs to wash away
So many countless days I wasted away
Feeling nervous and worthless, they said to me
With no purpose except to leave me feeling worse
Head hung below my shoulders and feeling cursed
Feels like I’m about to burst, give ‘em what they deserve
Feed these mother fuckers lead, take no prisoners
Full of worry inside when my head just hurts
Losing my train of thought, everything’s in reverse
And I don’t need no perks to stay on top this verse
Nothing but straight carnage, peep the words
Taking over your system like a swarm of germs
See when it rains it pours, and when it stings it burns
[Chorus: Brandon Roman Lenz]
Standing on my own
My demons calling out
Fading echos
Waiting for an answer
Lost in endless plight
Another day departed
Fading ashes
Waiting for an answer (Answer, answer)
[Verse 2: Richard Medhurst]
Y’all better sit still, sit quiet and see
Who spits this so ill, easy and seamlessly?
With sick skill, a sixteen so effortlessly
See the rhymes and the lines be the witness of me
What this is to me, nah they simply don’t grasp
I’m trying to make history, something built to last
But I sense jealousy every time they pass
Something menacing and sick in the way they laugh
Feels like a toxic gas in this atmosphere
With these smoke screens things are seldom clear
And all the snakes in the grass up inside of here
It’s survival of the fittest and jungle warfare
Never cease to keep on filling my wounds with salt
And have consequently unlocked a beast in moi
This urge to purge, scourge and cleanse my soul
Might kill me first, but’ll be the end of y’all
[Chorus: Brandon Roman Lenz]
Standing on my own
My demons calling out
Fading echos
Waiting for an answer
Lost in endless plight
Another day departed
Fading ashes
Waiting for an answer (Answer, answer)
[Scratches: Richard Medhurst]
I’m about to burst
Feels like I’m about to burst, give ‘em what they deserve
Feed these mother fuckers lead, take no prisoners
[Outro: Brandon Roman Lenz]
Standing on my own
My demons calling out
Fading echos
Waiting for an answer
Standing on the edge
Another day departed
Remember where it started
The memories forgotten
Memories was written by Brandon Roman Lenz & Richard Medhurst.
Memories was produced by Zhanibek Nigmetov.