Reflection

[Verse 1]
I got a voice inside my head
And it insults my own reflection
I stare into my eyes
I live a lie, it gets depressing

I wanna bash my head in (uhh)
I wanna fuckin' scream (ahh)
I wanna punch the glass until my hand's fucking bleedin'

Yo, I hate walkin' around with a big smile on my face
Pretendin' that I'm happy when I'm so engulfed with hate
Because I'm always tryna fit in with these people I don't like
I hate my own reflection, man, I can't stand the sight

And I hate being drunk
And I hate feelin' stuck
And I hate the fact I know all this but still don't give a fu-fu-fuck

Tell me why do I run game on bitches and I'm not myself
When I hate the girls I date, just like to make they hearts melt
And yet, I live my whole existence tryna get what they have
And all I ever get is heartache and a kick in the ass
It seems I don't even belong with the company I keep
And so it tears me up inside, that's why it's tough for me to sleep

[Chorus]
Lookin' in the mirror and I don't recognize you
All the people that you love are being lied to
You say you wanna change your ways, but never try to
I despise you

I don't know the man I see in my reflection
(See in my reflection)
All I know is he's the reason I'm a mess and I'm in depression

[Verse 2]
See what I've turned into? I'm disgusted and I hate it
I hate my views on love and how my whole outlook is tainted
I'll never be just happy with the things that are free
How could I be, when I ain't even happy with me?
And suddenly I got an attitude and now I think you're stuck up
I've got nothing to say, but yet can seem to shut the fuck up
Once upon a time, I wore my heart on my sleeve
But when I'm done fuckin' these bitches, I just want them to leave

But then I hate it when they go
And I'm lying all alone
And my house is always empty, so I hate comin' home

And when I look into the mirror now, sometimes I wanna snap
Repulsed by that fraudulent cat who's looking back
'Cause I hate that I'm homely
And I hate that I'm lonely
And I hate that my own homies don't even know me

And I hate that I don't even know myself or who I am
'Cause if I did I wouldn't live my life as such a fuckin' sham

[Chorus]
Lookin' in the mirror and I don't recognize you
All the people that you love are being lied to
You say you wanna change your ways, but never try to
I despise you

I don't know the man I see in my reflection
(See in my reflection)
All I know is he's the reason I'm a mess and I'm in depression

[Bridge]
Every time I gaze into the looking-glass
I don't recognize the man there looking back
Since I was a kid, I've been feelin' low
A broken spirit as a child and I didn't know
My entire life, why you wanna hurt me?
And from day one, I never felt worthy
So mirror, mirror upon the wall
Why do you taunt me to the point I wanna end it all?

[Chorus]
Lookin' in the mirror and I don't recognize you
All the people that you love are being lied to
You say you wanna change your ways, but never try to
I despise you

I don't know the man I see in my reflection
(See in my reflection)
All I know is he's the reason I'm a mess and I'm in depression