Redeemer

"Redeemer"
I am a mothers shame and an old mans regret
My habits of mistakes ruin with every step
I’m past the point of no return. No redemption
I never thought I’d hate myself like this again

(What did I do?)
Where did I go wrong?
(What did I do?)
I thought I knew me all along
(What did I do?)
I’m becoming what I hate
(What did I do?)
Where the fuck did I go wrong?

Now I sit and think
I retrace my steps
How did I get like this?

I crushed a girl who meant the world
I ate at my soul and soon I became the worst
Everything I did wrong now eats me internally
Now my reflection can’t stand the sight of me

(What did I do?)
Where did I go wrong?
(What did I do?)
I thought I knew me all along
(What did I do?)
I’m becoming what I hate
(What did I do?)
Where the fuck did I go wrong?

Now I sit and think
I retrace my steps
How did I get like this?

There's no redemption at the end of this song
I can't erase everything I did wrong
So fuck this melody that helps me forget
I can't undo, can't undo everything I regret
[x2]