Recovering Ego Enthusists Might Enjoy This

[Ecid]
It’s earlier than usual
I’m pickin’ at my cuticles
If I could find the energy to get up off this mess and do it
But the inner me has got me too depressed
Less concerned with my well being
‘cause the biggest concern is what I’ve been eating
The popular vice of times and I’m trying to get a life sometimes but find
It’s useless when everyone else is a junkie
Especially the ones always asking for money
When I could use some donations myself
If I don’t eat soon then my body might melt
Into volcanic vomit honestly it’s a volatile topic
Riding me for the [testicle]? to my dichotomy
Which is my divided outlook on society
And I’ve tried to be something I can’t
Tryin’ to go forward but I’m in a slant
When I just need to find some piece of mind
To kill these demon eatin’ me alive

‘Cause I’m just as dependent as you
So what in the fuck can I do?
‘Cause I’m just as dependent as you
So how can someone with similar issues try to get you to change?

Sorry if I’m acting strange
But I’m kind of uncomfortable with trying to change
Especially somebody other than myself
‘Cause either way what I say would it really help? (x2)

Everybody’s got their little quirks
Just some a little more than the others
And other than the fact that your drug of the week
Is much more harmful than my legendary [cheat]?
Thrills for ill beats I’ve never heard
We’re still both trying to fill those same empty words
Come to think of it most addictions are a mental sickness
So technically neither of us is actually worse than the other
At least from a mental stand point
That don’t say much for the hand’s joints and
Overall physical health and well-being and
Feeding off everyone else seems to be the common trend
I just might have to result to my friend

‘Cause I’m just as dependent as you
So what in the fuck can I do?
‘Cause I’m just as dependent as you
So how can someone with similar issues try to get you to change?

Sorry if I’m acting strange
But I’m kind of uncomfortable with trying to change
Especially somebody other than myself
‘Cause either way what I say would it really help? (x2)

I’ve been hooked on cap and cd’s ever since mom brought home that Sony
Now a thousand albums later I’m considered some kind of hater
But I can’t really help it if half of these albums never get
Played more than once they’re just not good enough
For a second fix regardless of quality mix
The beats that completely defeats the point of a song
And songs that are {..?..} like a strong {dose}? to a ghostly face
Engulfed in each gulp of waste
Can’t you see everybody’s got their own addictions?
Including you

[Female Voice]
Oh excuse me. Well, I’m bet you’re ready for a break from all that hot action. I’m ready to. So why don’t you just lie back and enjoy it. Oh don’t worry about the mess. My lips are sealed

{Note} Pardon any mistakes. Ecid gets fairly fast when singing in parts of this song and a few parts get muddled. Any clarification or corrections are appreciated