Reason to Live

[Intro]
(Yo)
I will [?] and I'll fall and I'll land on my feet
(Past few years have been a bit fucked)
I will fight for us all, and I’ll stand for my dream
(But I think I’ve found my reason)
I will find me a reason and have what I need
(To keep livin’, to keep fightin’)
To keep myself breathin’, I plan to succeed
(And there's no fuckin’ way, I’ma let it go, look)

[Verse 1]
It’s been a while since I’ve showed a smile
I got lonely, livin’ in my own denial
An only child, so I wanna see my mother proud
Even when I’m fuckin’ down, she has always stuck around
With this hope, I’ma see myself another route
I’ma turn a burning tree into a cubby house
I love my crew, I don’t even need a fucking crowd
Sever and Defekt, you know I see you as my brothers now (Psyche Ward!)
Love has found mе, and stretched my lifespan
My girl’s morе fucked in the head than I am
Where I stand, I can sense sweat in my hand
How could she want me? She should get her eyes scanned
It’s her, and the crew, and the stress my mind has
It’s friends that are true and my death that I plan
That makes me wanna live, and get my life back
Stand on a stage, be the best that I can

[Chorus]
‘Cause I’ve been lookin’ for a
Reason to live, now I can
See what it is and I be-
Lieve I can win, see me begin
‘Cause I’ve been lookin’ for a
Reason to live, now I can
See what it is and I be-
Lieve I can win, see me begin

[Verse 2]
Change is what I have to do, I fell off the edge
For six years, I’ve been waitin’ for a parachute
Didn’t have a clue, take me to a padded room
What can I say? I have a lazy fuckin’ attitude
It doesn’t matter now, I’m makin’ sure I’m happy soon
An angry mood’s a cheap escape, like a bag of goon
That’s the truth, gotta focus on the nice things
The right things rise up, no matter what your life brings
It’s timin’, restart the clock
I’ve come a long fuckin’ way, now I can’t be stopped
No more sparkin’ pot, no shards or cops
I’d rather rock a gig with Aftershock
My past is not my future, I’ma do somethin'
You’ll hear my tunes pumpin’, luckily you’ll love them
I feel great, I could suddenly lose somethin'
I’ve still got problems, but fuck it ‘cause who doesn’t

[Chorus]
‘Cause I’ve been lookin’ for a
Reason to live, now I can
See what it is and I be-
Lieve I can win, see me begin
‘Cause I’ve been lookin’ for a
Reason to live, now I can
See what it is and I be-
Lieve I can win, see me begin

[Verse 3]
Drunk often, I was touchin’ my coffin
Like a shit when constipated, I was stuck at the bottom
Drugs were my option, honestly, I’m strugglin’ off ‘em
Somethin' [?] shoved in my face just when I want 'em
Trust me it’s stoppin’, I’ll no longer run from my problems
I ain’t rottin’ in this room like some rubbish, forgotten
I’ll be hoppin’ in a booth, with this junk in my noggin
Rushin’ through toys, like a soon-to-be mother when shoppin’
I’ve had enough of my sobbin’ and this panic disorder
I was born with a habit of sittin’ sad in a corner
It makes my blood boil, like bein’ stabbed in a sauna
I’ve seen more crashin’ and trauma than a traffic reporter
This is hazardous water, and my life’s a canoe
Leaves you in awe, a clean man, like a guy with a broom
At Intelekt’s, spittin’ cyphers, or inside of my room
Starin’ into my girl’s eyes, I’m alive ‘cause of you, ha

[Chorus]
‘Cause I’ve been lookin’ for a
Reason to live, now I can
See what it is and I be-
Lieve I can win, see me begin
‘Cause I’ve been lookin’ for a
Reason to live, now I can
See what it is and I be-
Lieve I can win, see me begin

[Outro]
It’s the girl that I love, it’s the guys in my crew
It’s the rhymes that I spit on the mic that I use
It’s my beautiful mum, it’s my time to improve
I will shine through the darkness, like light from the moon
It’s the nights that I sleep, it’s the writing I do
It’s the times that I’m free from the fights and abuse
It’s my mind being calm, it’s the sign of the truth
It’s my reason to live, I’m untying the noose

[Interlude]
Yo
Sometimes, you gotta pull your dick out
The dog, find some pussy
Haha, look
Hahaha, I’m sorry
I was tryin’ to think of
I was tryin’ to think of somethin’ (Yeah, yeah, you fucked up)
I was tryin’ to think of somethin’ smart to say at the end
Fuck it, I’ll save that shit for later