Reappreciate

[Intro]
There was a wonderful structure to the city
And it put my cares to rest

[Verse]
My relationship with the Pilots is complicated
'Cause when they feel appreciation, the next, I feel this hatred
Like I wouldn't feel this way if I just didn't chase success
But what TØP provided me was the chance to do my best
So I did
Crunchin' out constant [?], it ain't convincin'
I would tell myself I'll make it until I actually did
I would tell myself I'll make it until I actually did

[Chorus]
I don't wanna be like this
What happened to feelin' good?
I don't wanna lose focus
But I'm so misunderstood
I don't wanna lose the thing I love, but it stopped being good
I need to lеarn how to reappreciate