Realizations

[Intro]
Didn't take you long just to throw me out again
Didn't take me long just to fall in love again
Now I see that you sought out your revenge
Been a minute since the last time someone wanted my heart dead

[Verse 1]
Took some pictures just to make some shallow memories
You were nice, but you were never a friend of me
Hope you're happy that you took my joy away
And I'm dealing with this pain, wanna let go of this pain

[Chorus]
I'm so dang shy now, my conscious tells me: "Not now, just wait"
When I'm in the day time, I'm silent, but the dark fills me with hate
When I find another friend, I remember all the shit you said
Pull myself away 'cause the darkness pulls me up to ten
Now I'm wide awake in the corner of the room
In the middle of the class now, I'm feeling up my dreadful doom

[Verse 2]
Could've let me go slowily
But you lead me on, on your leash
You knew exacitly what you did
Been a hot minute since you've had boyfriend
And I get it, the last one was bad to you
But you took it out on me, so rude
And you're through with me and I'm through with you
Could've let me go 'stead of close to you
Now I'm stuck in these walls with nothing to do
And the world is in chaos, but I think of you
Think of other girls too, I don't know what else to do
Now I'm in the better days and I know I never needed you

[Pre-Chorus]
Didn't take a short time just to get over you
I remember all the pain that you put me through
Now I'm healthy, never thought that I'd get through
Now I'm in the better days and I know I never needed you

[Chorus]
I'm so dang shy now, my conscious tells me: "Not now, just wait"
When I'm in the day time, I'm silent, but the dark fills me with hate
When I find another friend, I remember all the shit you said
Pull myself away 'cause the darkness pulls me up to ten
Now I'm wide awake in the corner of the room
In the middle of the class now, I'm feeling up my dreadful doom