Quick Sand

[Chorus]
Down bad, feel like a disgrace again
Quick sand, and it's pulling me closer to death
Sink down until my head goes under
But it's okay, I'm just glad it's all over
I'm so nauseous, I'm so done
I don't know where my mind has gone
I feel like my memory fades
But it never shields me from my worst mistakes, nah

[Verse 1]
And now I can't breathe
I don't try to struggle cause my life was over for me
Water fills my lungs until I see death coming towards me
Don't got many problems and don't got that many stories
What am I living for? What is my meaning?
Like a husk of my former self, I feel like I'm fading
Don't wanna kill myself, don't wanna make peoplе sad
I guess I'm living for the fans and nevеr living for myself, nah
I climbed out the depths and I did it by myself, nah
I climbed to the top, but I kinda feel in hell, nah
Got a thousand people watching out my every move
If I take the wrong step, then they say they're over you
But I did it by myself now, did it by myself
I should hold the kingdom of my happiness and wealth
But you know it's in the hands of the people on the web
If you see me on the internet, don't talk about me bad, nah

[Verse 2]
It's so complicated, sometimes
I can't seem to figure out my mind
Let me sit down, please just give me time
Never get a break from all this stress that makes me wanna die, nah
It's bad enough when youve got tough luck
Always tryna get a love, but you never get enough of it
It's high tide and I'm running out of time
Always try to be her friend, but she never thinks enough of me
(A-a-a-and now I can't think)
Always give me smiles, but they're never falling for me
Try her good side, but she always ignores me
Strike a conversation, all these other people bore me
Would you want to take me
By the hand and save me?
It's been a long time since someone wanted to try me
But I got no hope, always letting people down, please

[Pre-Chorus]
Don't waste your time fighting for me
You'll just waste your strength, tryna pull me up and save me
Falling so slow, but the demons keep me down
This is my whole kingdom, but I'm not wearing the crown, no
My soul is detached from my body
I'm not living life anymore, I am just crawling through it
If you see me sinking, know that I will be fine
This is all that I want, this is my meaning of life

[Chorus]
Down bad, feel like a disgrace again
Quick sand, and it's pulling me closer to death
Sink down until my head goes under
But it's okay, I'm just glad it's all over
I'm so nauseous, I'm so done
I don't know where my mind has gone
I feel like my memory fades
But it never shields me from my worst mistakes, nah