Real With You

[Chorus]
Girl, I'm sorry
But at this point
I'm just tryna get away from you
Cause I need somebody that's special
And I know that somebody ain't you
And girl I'm sorry I just switched up
I promise I'm not tryna be rude
But if you saw the bigger picture
You’d know that I'm just keeping it real with you

[Verse]
Cause that's how my brain works
I'd rather be honest
And cause you the pain first
Before you fall in love with me
Let me break your heart

Cause when a heart breaks
No, it don't break even
So I'm tryna do my part to make sure
That I don't break yours
I know that this hurts
But I promise it's better off

Cause trust me
You won't like the other option
I'm really not tryna leave you broken-hearted
Cause I don't wanna be the one who causes
Emotional damage that turns your world to darkness

[Chorus]
Girl, I'm sorry
But at this point
I'm just tryna get away from you
Cause I need somebody that's special
And I know that somebody ain't you
And girl I'm sorry I just switched up
I promise I'm not tryna be rude
But if you saw the bigger picture
You’d know that I'm just keeping it real with you

[Verse]
And you know that I could just lie
And say that I'm alright
But clearly that's not true
Cause I be up all night
Fighting with my depression
Cause that shit goes hard
I swear that when I see anxiety it's on sight

And none of these pills work as much as I need them to
And it's patience that I need from you
Cause I right now I'm battling my demons
And they hate more than people do
And sometimes I get confused
And I know there's part of you that hates me
But I can't blame you, cause part of me hates me too

[Chorus]
Girl, I'm sorry
But at this point
I'm just tryna get away from you
Cause I need somebody that's special
And I know that somebody ain't you
And girl I'm sorry I just switched up
I promise I'm not tryna be rude
But if you saw the bigger picture
You’d know that I'm just keeping it real with you