How I Feel

[Hook]
It's so hard
Cause I wanna tell you how I feel, but I can't
Cause I'm scared you'll run away like the rest did
But you're more important than all of them combined
So I don't know if I can handle your rejection
It's so hard
Cause I wanna tell you how I feel, but I can't
Cause I'm scared you'll run away like the rest did
But you're more important than all of them combined
So I don't know if I can handle your rejection

[Verse]
Fuel my depression
I've learned my lesson
Don't fall in love
And if you do, don't confess it
Cause love is a weapon
There's no protеction
I've been shot girl
I got a question

Do you feel the samе as me no no
I don't really feel like driving down that road
So forget that I asked
I don't wanna know
Please just leave me the fuck alone

Don't listen to me
I don't know what I'm saying anymore
Girl can you tell I'm fucking crazy
And shouldn't be left alone

[Hook]
It's so hard
Cause I wanna tell you how I feel, but I can't
Cause I'm scared you'll run away like the rest did
But you're more important than all of them combined
So I don't know if I can handle your rejection
It's so hard
Cause I wanna tell you how I feel, but I can't
Cause I'm scared you'll run away like the rest did
But you're more important than all of them combined
So I don't know if I can handle your rejection

[Verse]
And I can't take any pain no more
And the thought of you walking out that door
Got me fucked up I hate, that we gotta play games
But still I play, cause the goal remains

And I need all the help that I can get
Cause of all these broken promises
And I done fucked it all up in the past
But girl I swear I ain't that kid no more
I grew up, and shit changed
In these past couple months I been goin insane

And my brain don't work like it use to
I'm new to this new way of thinking
I hope and I pray
That I don't mess things up
Like I did in the past
Cause if I do again
I probably won't get another chance

[Hook]
It's so hard
Cause I wanna tell you how I feel, but I can't
Cause I'm scared you'll run away like the rest did
But you're more important than all of them combined
So I don't know if I can handle your rejection
It's so hard
Cause I wanna tell you how I feel, but I can't
Cause I'm scared you'll run away like the rest did
But you're more important than all of them combined
So I don't know if I can handle your rejection