Rapture

This is day 10
That I woke up with unfinished
Whiskey in cups thats tipped over
I think I'm gonna be sick again

Thoughts running like marathons and
7 missed calls from my momma
She don't know when to just take a hint

Shouldn't I get some help
Shouldn't I say a prayer
Shouldn't I think of good things I have
Instead of the great things I've lost

It's like rapture came and went
Leaving me with my dark thoughts
Leaving me with my mistakes
Leaving me all alone
It's like rapture came and went
Leaving me with my regrets
Leaving me feeling hopeless
Leaving me all alone

This is the end
Least I think it is when I be
Making enemies out of the
Friends and family tryna lend a hand
I could swear it is when I be
Playing back my fuck ups
Like a highlight reel
Of reasons I ain’t shit

Ppl say smile until it hurts
But I know that’s gon make it worse
Shouldn’t I realize that the heaven most sacred
Gon be the one of my making

Feels like I'm left by the rapture
Just left behind by the rapture
Just left behind
Who knows
I don't

Just deal with it
Pray about it
Hoping for it
The light at the end of the tunnel
Maybe that
Light is you