Down

Imma just get goin
The uber's here and you're crying an ocean
I know I fucked up again
I sabotage you’re not the first to notice

I can't love you
Cuz I don't love me
This baggage I carry
Making me buckle my knees

And all it took was
Just one bad breakup
To make everyone a fucking suspect
I'd rather make myself
Hate you now
Then go thru that again

There are a million better ways
That I could handle things
But I would rather drink
And spiral, till I don't know what's real
Go numb to the things that I feel
Ohh

I go, I, I go down
Going Down, Down, Down
I go, I, I go down
Going Down, Down, Down
And I don't care, I don't care
Ignorance is bliss
I go, I, I go down
Going Down, Down, Down

I'm losing my patience
I've become a slave to expectations
Music been my mission
But failure got me losing my religion

I can't trust you
Cuz I don't trust me
I bought into lies
I was dumb enough to believe

I gave up friendships
I did some things I'm
Afraid to mention
But every year that
I do not get it
I dive deeper into
Self-destruction