[From SoundCloud description]
Trauma, pain and neglect can lead to sadness. Sadness can lead to overthinking. Overthinking can lead to realisations. Realisations can lead to plans. Plans can lead to determination. Determination can lead to victory, and it is raining pain right now.
[Verse 1]
From hospital beds, domestic abuse, the rest
The best you could do is rest on me
And at the best I'll be, slightly upset
But never forget the bet I made that was in my head
At 9 years old when he left I'd be
The one to do it the one that would just
Come through and then ruin the game
Ooh and I'll spew on your name too
Ludacris flames, stupid I'll stoop on the day
You and your lucrative dreams
That and your good future reigns true
Never
Bitch, I'm too good to tame, even if you could
Fuck I'd still get detained, break out my Schrodinger's cage
Dead or alive, it doesn't matter I'll set you fire from the afterlife
Or I'll ask if Christ could do me half the price on
Something mean and nasty I'm a greedy bastard
With a grieving past but ain't a reason to blast out
My brains yet, not until the rain sets
[Bridge]
It's starting to rain again
But this time it ain't so wet
It's starting to rain again
But this time it's pain and neglect
[Hook]
Rainfall pouring down on my head
Everything around me is dead
Rainfall pouring down on my head, ohh
[Verse 2]
Send me back to Longhill, Send me back to Whitehawk
Send me back to Roundabout, Send me back to fight for
Everything that I believe, God may be my downfall
Struggling to cry and grieve, Struggling to find my faith
Some might say that I'm naive, I say mind your fucking league
Fuck staying inside my own, I'll break-in yours and kick you out
Fuck this mic as well it's over, Might as well just dip right now
Beat is fucking dead and gone, Like T.I on a paper trail
You think this a baker's sale? I ain't no fucking muffin man
Only thing I'm baking is your ugly fucking mug, you heard
1 stone, hit 2 birds, Come home, sit and learn
About the things that give me certain
Inspiration in a way I guess I got no rep to say
The shit that I've been speaking 'bout
But then again, who's teeth are out?
I'm so hungry in this game and though it really sucks to say
I got no prey to save the day, I killed them all so now I'll fade, away
[Bridge]
It's starting to rain again
But this time it ain't so wet
It's starting to rain again
But this time it's pain and neglect
[Hook]
Rainfall pouring down on my head
Everything around me is dead
Rainfall pouring down on my head, Ohh