Lost

[Intro]
Cause I think the reason why I've been so fucking up
And why my life has gotten to this point is because
I don't know which changes I'm making are doing good
And which ones are doing bad
I've just been
Throwing them out there and digging myself
Deeper into this hole
And so I guess I just sort of
I don't really
I don't

[Verse 1]
Guess I don't really know what I'm tryna say
I just keep reading and as I line the page
I got so many different points I don't know which I'mma make
A little lost is what I'm feelin' I'm tryna find my way
Keep that £5 away from me - it might not be safe for me
Like shit, I want paper G but know I got problems
I can't stop taking things that isn't displayed for me
And criminal bankruptcy is imminent pray for me
'Cause in a way I feel like I deserve nothing
I don't know what that entails I guess my mind's just like "fuck it"
At this certain lower point I think my mind isn't running correctly
I feel like I'm just a set piece, fine until something upsets me
By 'fine' I mean empty, the silence respects me
The night is so friendly, you might think I'm edgy
Well, I think I'm edging closer to myself and
Closer to my truth but I don't want no help

[Hook]
I'm lost, In an ocean
All around me
Flowing temptation
I need
More to sate me
Oh if only
I were home now
I'm lost

[Verse 2]
I don't know if the things that I'm doing help or make it worse
'Cause the difference between all the things that I'm seeing
And what it used to be is becoming kinda blurred
Because all my surroundings yeah they're something like absurd
I tempted to fly away, yeah something like a bird
I'm tempted to end it all, that's something I done heard
And temptation's my prison walls, and lately, I'm inert
The thought just up and leaving is sweet as lemon curd
People around me, yeah they're great but they're only like a 3rd
Of the people I knew before, stickin' it through the war
It seems like a foul row to me I bow down to me
I found out the key to self-doubt it seems
Help out G I'm down south of here
The south downs appear I'm out of bounds and free
I'm out of bounds and free

[Hook]
I'm lost, In an ocean
All around me
Flowing temptation
I need
More to sate me
Oh if only
I were home now
I'm lost

[Verse 3]
Uh
The little window I see, I look out and see myself
I see myself in the hills, I see I'm not coming back
It's kinda hard to resist, over the hills comes the mist
In early morning assisted by the dim glow of sin
Which emanates from within, whichever way blows the wind
Wherein my morals reside, they seem to change on a whim
Who knows where next they'll align? 'Cause I've long since given in
I'll fade into the abyss, never resurface again
I've given everything, I've nothing left to present
I don't know what else to sing, I don't know what else to vent
That's what I say when I think I'll never do it again
Never do it again, but then I do it again
I get back on the same shit with different things to moan about
I stay dumb thinking this is the only route

[Hook]
I'm lost, In an ocean
All around me
Flowing temptation
I need
More to sate me
Oh if only
I were home now
I'm lost

[Outro]
I got lost on the way
Up to heaven
Only god can save me now
I need some redemption
Soul's a lost spirit
Dunno where to go now