These songs were never originally supposed to be together. I made “Questions” first, then several weeks later made “Fear”. But after pay attention to how similar they were, I knew I had to make a version where they were one-in-the-same. These songs are just my thoughts. Literally, the things I think...
[Verse 1]
How does the moon control the ocean in between the waves?
How does the room become emotion that I can't contain?
How does the truth provoke annulment for my selfish gains?
How do I overdose on ibuprofen through the pain?
What if I die before my rap career is off the chain?
What if I walk before the masses say I'm kind of lame?
What if I try to go to college, get my MBA, and
Minor is psychology to tell my friends they're all insane?
Why do my exes never call?
That's not because I care
Because I know I'm better off
Just sometimes I'm less aware
But then sometimes I risk it all
I take the chance to get involved
It's over now, I feel resolved, shoot
Where do we go when it's gone?
How do we know when it's finished?
How do we live when it's not?
What if I'm swimming in orange juice and pulp is a god?
What if religion is fiction and everybody forgot?
[Hook]
Everybody forgot
Everybody forgot
Everybody forgot
Everybody forgot
[Verse 2]
How does the sun produce contentment when I'm breathing air?
How does the fun confuse commitment with a pinky swear?
How do you run when all you love is bound to disappear?
How do you trust the very thing that's here to scare you fears?
What if I chose to be the smallest person of my peers?
What if I downed a forty ounce of wine, coke, and beer?
What if I cried, but when I did, I never shed a tear?
What if I died when I was younger? Then I might appear
Why do my exes never call?
That's not because I care
Because I know I'm better off
Just sometimes I'm less aware
But then sometimes I risk it all
I take the chance to...
I mean shoot, you know where I'm going with this
Where do we go when it's gone?
How do we know when it's finished?
How do we live when it's not?
What if I'm swimming in orange juice and pulp is a god?
What if religion is fiction and everybody forgot?
[Hook]
Everybody forgot
Everybody forgot
Everybody forgot
Everybody forgot
[Interlude]
[Verse]
I'm scared of snakes, scared of heights and everything unknown
I'm scared of bad movies; As Above & So Below
I'm scared to face my rejection, I'm scared to make it known
I'm scared of anything that isn't what I used to know
I'm afraid to make mistakes that change the way I live
I'm afraid to say the things that shape how I exist
I'm afraid to state my faith and face the criticism
I'm afraid the government is just a prison system
And now I'm fearful that I'll never quite figure out
How to conquer my depression and my constant doubt
How to handle my anxiety and my devout enthusiasm
You can see it start to water down (down, down)
I'm afraid that I'll never be who I was made to be
And I'm afraid that I'll never see the things I need to see
And I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm afraid
That no matter what I do, I will never be okay
Ever be okay, ever be okay, ever be okay
That I'll never be okay, never be okay
Never be okay, never be okay
That I'll never be okay, never be okay
Never be okay, never be okay
That I'll never be okay, never be okay
Never be okay, never be okay
[Outro]
Yeah, we don't want to do anything to scare your children
That's the last thing we want to do
We don't want to scare anybody
Questions / Fear was written by Cole Hedgecoth.
Questions / Fear was produced by Cole Hedgecoth.
Cole Hedgecoth released Questions / Fear on Fri May 01 2020.