Farewell

[Verse 1]
This wasn't healthy, we knew it from the start
You thought you loved me, but everything was falling apart
I wish I knew how to cope with it, I've been seeing starts
My trust in you has led me to a broken heart
Nobody understands the way it felt
To be ripped apart, embarrassed, abused, and thrown to hell
To be stripped apart from everything, used and overwhelmed
To have somebody say they need you just to do it themselves
I wish you knew, yeah, so maybe then you'd see it all
Maybe then you'd comprehend why I'm still hoping you'll call
Maybe then I get the chance to sit here and evolve
To become a better man, but the truth is
I'm lost without you here
You stole my soul, what I'm supposed to do?
But I chose this road, I gotta pay my dues
You walked away, there's nothing I can do
You say you'd stay, but that wasn't true

[Verse 2]
I wish that I could grow from all of my mistakes
But why do people try and throw it back into my face?
Why do people try and keep me in a broken place?
When all I want to do is be a better man than yesterday
I see the way I used to be, you know I hate it
Another year of struggling, I don't know how to face it
Another year of addiction, I don't know how to break it
Let me go get this prescription, I'm finally medicated
I can't anticipate depression, I can only fake it
Just another deceptive season that's in the making
I guess God is doing his best to teach me patience
But I'm afraid that train's already left the station
I cared about the things you used to tell me all the time
Was it any more than lies to try and keep me by your side?
Did you ever hide the truth from me to keep me in your life?
Would you admit you're using me to elevate your pride?

[Outro]
It's time say farewell
It's time say farewell