Psychosis

Watch me as I fade away
Dissipate every day
Falling further into gray (Fuck)

Guess I'm shit out of luck as always
Rotting away
Counting the days
Held against my will by my self
Festering inside, I can't cut you out

Stuck in a rut, I gave up everything
Wasn't enough, bleed me dry
What do you want?
I'll give you anything
Just let me go
I won't survive

You'd think that somewhere, someone
Just one person could understand the burden
That lies deep below the surface

I hear, silence
Nothing, no one
No hand to hold
Always alone

Vivid visions
I have memories hidden
Nightmares do not compare
I've lived through pain and fear
I would never wish on another
For every moment
I hope you fucking suffer

I will never recover
Permanently a part of me
You can't give until you take some
I wasn't born a monster, I became one
Bow down to the great one
I am king, you are a fake one