Prayed Out

Verse 1:
Praying up to God while I’m barely clinging on
I notice demons they need someone to beat up on
In ‘18 asking Need A Light? Now I can barely keep it on
Looking for the Holy Ghost and wondering if He is gone
I can complete a song while thinking about does he belong
Up early writing before the sun’s depleted the fog
I’m not reading a blog, hearing what leads em along
Telling me follow my passion maybe I’m dreaming it wrong
I’ve been looking for the truth like how do I find it?
I return to the root God what’s my assignment
I’ve been armed with the proof hoping I’ll let it guide him
Accepting everyone but me I show up y’all dividing
And am I gonna go follow you? no
Knowing it probably gon’ hollow my soul
Can never copy can only be me
God and rap gotta be all that we know
Doing it so long I gotta be old
Telling me that I got nowhere to go
Following them and I know what I’ll be
Already been down that road

Hook:
Everybody looking for the way out
But the way out might get cold
All alone telling every demon they can stay out People stay out if they know
As I go everything is feeling so played out
Will you make it out on your own
I been doing all I can but I get prayed out
Lord help me out this hole

Post Hook:
I’ve been prayin’
Do you hear me
Cuz while I was waiting
I doubted you’re truly there

Verse 2:
I don’t know if I like what I’m doing
Waiting on God will he answer my prayer
I make my mistakes I’m super human
I expect Him to show up in my room like I’m here!
Spent time with you in the mirror
You don’t deserve a bit of happiness
Swerve the enemy’s craftiness
Heard I’ll never adapt in this world
Looking on back and I learned I’m among the passionless
Emerge out of those who inhabit this earth
Was never an accident
6’3 sometimes I still felt tiny
Try to put me in a box see you could never mime me
Maybe I was never lost and that’s fine by me
I was just confused in my youth but I know who got me

(Hook + Post Hook)

Bridge:
Time for me to go
Rhyming is in my soul
Why do I focus on
What’s beyond all my control
Promise you I don’t know
Been lost and on my own
God I’m on my knees
I know I gotta grow

(Hook + Post Hook)