​postcards

[Verse]
Hanging from my ankles
Off a balcony I've never known
And if I'm being honest
I don't wanna go home
It's all the same
Because the walls are made of black bark
I've been falling to my death
And you will never know
I've been stumbling through life
Without a thought about it
I have no dreams to chase
It all seems far away
Am I waste of space
That you would never give the time of day?
All this white noise in my head
When the day comes I'll be missed
When I'm laying in my bed
Not a single thought comes
Thе space above my head
Has nеver been this empty or misled
I tell myself it works out
And if it doesn't I'll be dead
Got a pistol on the dresser
So I'll always have an answer
Will these maple leaves
Guide me down the path i need to walk
Or am I straying too far away
And no one sees my prints?
I like to think I'm loved
And that everyone would miss me
But it's been 3 days
And my mouth is glued shut
Just add some salt onto my skin
And it hurts
I'm nothing but a joke
A second thought they'll never have
A third chance is what I need
But no one wants to reach out
When I'm this close to the edge
And they might be the one looking down
And held at fault
Overlooking oceans
From the graciousness of heaven
I'll write a postcard when I'm back
'Cause I'm just scoping out my spot
The rocks are 40 feet below
Will they bring me gently down
Or will they break all of my bones
And turn me to dust?
There's a castle in the sky
Where everyone watches over
They see me struggling through
They're wishing they could say a word
A little bit of love
Could do a world of wonders now
But it always comes too late
When this has been my guiding fate

[Outro]
I'm so sorry
I'm sorry
I'm so sorry
Please, just leave me