​ego death

[Verse 1]
I've been dying where the pixies lay
Feeling out of place every single day
Rushing through my veins, it's not adrenaline
Anxious from the bottom of my feet to the tips of my frayed hair
It's like I'm living through a curse that's only getting worse
My skin is ghostly pale, through the hail, I would only fail
Talking 'bout a struggle but you don't know the half of
Eating nothing, seeing nothing, feeling like a shadow
Keep a razor tucked, folded under my tongue
But I don't ever fold, that's on the stories untold
I'm from the heart of the beast, you should be bowing at my feet
Why would I eat with someone unequal to me?

[Instrumental Break]

[Verse 2]
Uhhh, I don't really wanna wake up
I've been drowsy for an hour and my breathe's feeling sour
"what did you do today?" I didn't do a damn thing
My arms are lead, feet are pinned, i can barely even move
The lethargic hold on me is overbearing
Like, I get the point, you could ease it up a bit
I'm not the type to run from this, I deal with consequences
Sleet or hail or rain or snow, you'll never catch me out my senses