Post-Timeskip Clarity

[Verse]
What's the difference?
Between two states of empty
Two plates or twenty scattered, shattered cross the kitchen floor
Could you stop pretending
This loop's bound to break?
Let's resume whats been pending
Put me down, end me
What's the difference between the options of the soil within which the worms will feast upon it's auxiliary spoils
It don't matter to me
Not no more I've had it with me
What if you cut my batteries and drain me of my oil?
What's the difference?
Burried deep in sheaffer black
Thirty deep into my lap
Purple features under my eyes altering to bleaker casts
The urgency of seeking backup now's superfluous and fat
Yeah I flirted with encouragements, my nervous system's snapped
Those that did me dirty prolly deserve a courtesy in fact
Expediting services that mother earth will surely pass
Laid firmly in my grasp
Bring the steel to my flesh
I can turn it into mesh
I'm in a bad mood
You could say I'm more than miffed
I'm in the bathroom
Planning to explore my wrists
To end this vacuum
Come on, y'all! Board my ship
I'm leaving mad soon
Sayonara all of my friends, uh

[Bridge]
Running through fields of flames
Tryna' hold a smile, hope it heal my pain
It now feels less tempting

[Chorus]
M-E-L-E-N-C-H-O-L-Y, that's me!
There go tears and there go years
And thousands spent on therapy
M-E-L-E-N-C-H-O-L-Y, that's me!
There go tears and there go years
And thousands spent on therapy

[Outro]
You've been acting very- irrational, lately