My Bag

[Verse 1]
Thought it was what it was
Work towards a set of goals
So I'd go to sleep and wake up for the rush
A feeling I can trust
This music shit is paying me enough now
Ain't shit changed, though
I chase it for the love
I don't take breaks, no discussions
Told myself I must work, all I'm undertaking is for us
Put in time, time; I keep taking it from us
But what's the objective?
It keeps changing every month
No
Every week, every day, every minute
Now I'm running all the starting line afforded me
Is worthless, I don't want it
Told myself if I can walk a mile then I can run a hundred
With no finish line in sight, though I'm not sure what I'm becoming, yeah

[Chorus]
Anything that you want, anything that you need
Girl you know I gotchu
Every week of the month
Every day of thе week, yuh

[Refrain]
Yuh
I'm good, I'm good
I'm in my bag

[Verse 2]
Thought you were what you are
Fuck with mе at the start
Then up and leave me tomorrow
You're ever capricious as fuck
So maybe I ought to go run off a cliff
Just to keep you enthralled
What will happen when you're sleepy or bored?
Apace
Turn away from me while I fall
And once my body meets the surface at last
Will you so much as even take a peek at the floor?
Huh, I doubt it
I somehow really doubt it
Yet I insist to meet your gaze
Always professing loudly
I'll be-

[Chorus]
Anything that you want, anything that you need
Girl you know I gotchu
Every week of the month
Every day of the week, yuh

[Break]
You're right
Yeah

[Verse 3]
Thought I am what I will
Seek understanding myself
Work on rebranding my wealth
Goddamn it, I've failed
'Cause fuck all the capital built
I haven't actually healed
In fact, I would go on
To say I'm now half just as well
As I was years ago
When in battle I fell
And succumbed to the shadows
My parents did cast
Which I then helped grow
At an elaborate scale (I'm good, I'm good)
Self-sabotage embedded in my code
Feed these demons is all that I know

[Chorus]
Anything that you want, anything that you need
Girl you know I gotchu
Every week of the month
Every day of the week, yuh

[Outro]
But why it gotta be like that?
Stuck on repeat like that?
What can I say?
That's always been me, my bad
Killing me is my bag, WHAT!?