PLAYING NUMB

[Harmonizing]

[Hook]
I've done left your life, you can heal now
I'm upset and this time it's for real now
You can keep on playing dumb, I know how to play numb
This your final destination, I've had premonitions
You can make me feel bad but it won't work
Feelings fall fast til they don't work
Struggling to show the way I feel
Speaking to ghosts of what used to be real

[Verse 1]
Yeah
At night I swear I could hear your soul scream
Why is it so complicated and I mean the whole thing,yeah
And I mean the whole thing, yeah
And I mean the whole thing
And I mean the whole thing
My homies don't like me
Cuz I'm too serious, don't try me
First aid kits for the ones who put me last
Treat me like A ghost like when I was still In the class
I don't need certification
I Made a band off of paper
I was with my mom in the streets by a payphone
In my thoughts when I'm done where I stay alone

[Hook]
I've done left your life, you can heal now
I'm upset and this time it's for real now
You can keep on playing dumb, I know how to play numb
This your final destination, I've had premonitions
You can make me feel bad but it won't work
Feelings fall fast til they don't work
Struggling to show the way I feel
Speaking to ghosts of what used to be real

[Verse 2]
If it makes you feel better, you can blame it on me
I know all about stormy weather, so I'm treading slowly
It should not affect me, on emotions Imma OD
My veins are tired but no syringes are poking
Trauma makes me blank stare, i look like im loading
Throw me with the big fish, I'll be floating
You can touch my hand n watch my soul leave my body
Lookin' at myself like that's not me
But I don't let it get me down
Stay up for the come down when I come around

[Hook]
I've done left your life, you can heal now
I'm upset and this time it's for real now
You can keep on playing dumb, I know how to play numb
This your final destination, I've had premonitions
You can make me feel bad but it won't work
Feelings fall fast til they don't work
Struggling to show the way I feel
Speaking to ghosts of what used to be real