Pitch Black

[Intro: Watson Prichard]
They're coming for me now...
And then they'll come for you

[Verse]
I just wallow in pitch black
I don't follow, I waddle with limbs wrapped
Try to write a song for tomorrow, but shit's scrapped
So now I ain't got now plans or events to be pissed at
And I wish that I could swap places, really, with like anyone
'Cause bein' stuck inside all day really isn't any fun
And all my interests and all my hobbies now are gettin' bleak
So now it's to the point that I just sleep until I end my week
That's another month that's out, I probably only showered twice
Script a call for help, but all my print is how a coward writes
I only bring destruction, but I tell myself I'm breathing life
I keep this sorrow close like it's a daughter, it don't leave my sight
And now I know that Lucifer's laughing, he must of heard of me
Could track it back to learning 'bout cursive when he was cursing me
I'm stupid, assertive I ain't no worker bee
But let me ask you if this music shit has really worked for me

[Chorus]
I can't even do the shit I do like
Tryna live 'cause any day I could lose life
Go to sleep, then I wake to the moonlight
Me and him are friends, I never lose sight
I just wish that I could find the strength to change this
But lately I been finding, really, I'm just feelin' weak now
Walking home to plug myself into the matrix
'Cause lately I can think of what to say, but I don't speak out

[Bridge]
And the timing's comedic, I think it's done
Then I circle back and start the loop again from day one
I'll take a walk on the road just to get crushed
On the day I truly know what I'm hopin' will stick stuck

[Outro]
I just wallow in pitch black
Try to apply myself, but the odds will just get stacked
I'm just life inside a bottle observed by a small few
I been like this since a child, I peek through a fogged view
I just wallow in pitch black
On the day you get the call that I'm gone, I can sit back
Because, really, only then will I ever be broke through
I don't wish for death, but it's something that I'm not opposed to