Pink Noise

Literally lost when I don’t sleep
I go to places inside my mind that
I’ve never seen and I don’t recognise
Even the leaves on the trees are, falling into the sky
Why
Tell me why am I here
How the hell do I leave
Cos the pink noise is too much for me
Go back to where silence is actually silent and it doesn’t scare me to breathe
Back to where talking's as easy as walking
And I can see further than 3 feet in front of me
Back to whеre silence is actually silеnt

Silence, actually silence
Silence, actually
Silence, actually silence
Silence, actually silent

1, made me forget that I’m good that I’m me that I deserve everything he didn’t give that I need
2, a year on from then, heartbreak delayed and I’m amazed we gave up on that
3, just threw me aside as soon as he lured me in

Go back to where silence is actually silent and it doesn’t scare me to breathe
Back to unwinding the knots in the cables and actually being able...
Ooh
Back to where silence is actually silent, ooh

I can feel the floor start to shake
When I’ve been awake when I’ve been awake I'm
On the brink and oh my the noise is 3 million shades of white to pink
I try to dance, oh I try to dance but lose my balance before I can blink oh

I can feel the floor start to shake
When I’ve been awake when I’ve been awake I'm

Silence, actually silence
Silence, actually
Silence, actually silence
Silence, actually silent

Tell me why am I here, how the hell do I leave
Cos the pink noise is too much for me
Try to run from the place I involuntarily chase when the back of my mind faces forwards and I’m told I need someone else to make it ok