Pills

[Intro]
I just can't let you win

[Verse 1]
I used to overdose with you
In a hospital bed, half dead, but I never felt so alive baby
I would die for you, that's what I'm sayin' when you next to me
Or when I'm swimmin' in your estrogen
Them other women on some extra shit
I never knew you were the exorcist
Exercise, with some flexin' shit
I wondered why you always textin' him, or why you stressin' him
Or why you next to him

[Bridge]
I thought you loved me yeah
Back then I really thought you loved me yeah
Back then I really thought you loved me yeah
Back then I really thought you loved me yeah
Ay, yuh

[Verse 2]
A house nigga, she'll fuck me like a slave
And I'll fuck her like a nigga off the chains
It all changed when I fell in love
With her, in the mirror everything was lookin' different
I could feel it, fuck it
I never thought that I'd put my hands on you
Never thought that you would cheat on me
All the drugs that you had me on
I never knew it was affecting me
You look good with me, but not good for me
You get high with me, but not low with me
Act different when a bitch get comfortable
You talk shit to me, and then turn me on
It's so sickening, so sickening
I feel sensitive, but I'm infinite
At the ending when we begin with unhealthy love
It's uncomfortable, but I'm good for it, I'm good for it
You look good for me
We would go out to the parties lookin' good as fuck
But as we leavin' we gon' argue
In the car, I do a hunnid while I'm drivin'
Hopin' we'll crash and kill us both
Tell me pull over in a parking lot
And give me head until I forget what we argued 'bout
I used to fuck with other bitches
Who would go and fuck a nigga and then you bring me
It's wild that I was wildin' cause back then

[Bridge]
Girl I really thought you loved me yeah
Yeah, then I really thought you loved me yeah
And I really thought I loved you too, ay
Somewhere inside, I really thought you loved me, yeah, ahh

[Verse 3]
A house nigga, you'll fuck me like a slave
And I will fuck you like a nigga off the chains
You was twitchin', we were fuckin'
I recorded it, fuckin' with other bitches tryna recreate you
You, created me and had me feelin' like a demon
Pussy so good, had to fill it up with semen
Thought we were perfect, god, no you didn't wanna keep it
But you didn't have to lie, and it never was a secret
You look good with me, but not good for me
You get high with me, but not low with me
Act different when a bitch get comfortable
You talk shit to me, and then turn me on
It's so sickening, so sickening
I feel sensitive, but I'm infinite
At the ending when we begin with unhealthy love
It's uncomfortable, but I'm good for it, I'm good for it