“phobie d'impulsion,” a self-reflection on his mental health, sees glaive breakdown the flaws he sees in himself. Over a fast-paced and rough guitar instrumental, he speaks on his past experiences, current day struggles, and vision of death—a common theme throughout his 2023 discography. The French...
[Intro]
And that's great
[Verse 1]
Bite my tongue in New York
I'm quick to get obsessed, even faster to get upset
I don't want to live like this anymore
Phobie d'impulsion
Is there more now than what was?
Will I ever live down what I've done?
[Chorus]
I don't go to parties 'cause everyone's watching
I'm thankful I never got what I thought I wanted
'Cause I hate what I have in the same second I got it
With everybody laughing, I feel so retarded, I
[Verse 2]
Good Lord, I've tried
But my kingdom comes, will You please read me my rights?
'Cause it's done
And I'm scared as fuck, but I'm scared as fuck all the time
And I'm young
But I've done enough, yeah, I've done enough, and it's fine
If this is giving up, then I'm giving up, but I tried
Oh, I tried
(I don't go to parties at all)
[Chorus]
I don't go to parties 'cause everyone's watching
I'm thankful I never got what I thought I wanted
'Cause I hate what I have in the same second I got it
With everybody laughing, I feel so retarded, I
[Outro]
Good Lord
phobie d’impulsion was written by glaive & John Cunningham & Ralph Castelli & Jeff Hazin.
phobie d’impulsion was produced by Jeff Hazin & Ralph Castelli & John Cunningham.
glaive released phobie d’impulsion on Fri Feb 23 2024.
First don’t think this is because i dislike myself because i don’t i am extremely egotistical and think i’m much more important than i am. i don’t think i deserve to live not because i have done good or because i have done bad but simply because i have done enough and i’m just ready for it to stop....