​living proof (that it hurts)

[Verse]
It's honestly disgusting
I blame all of my shortcomings on people that I'm in love with, it hurts
I'm doing things I probably shouldn't, but fuck it, I guess, who wouldn't?
Put a shotgun in my mouth, somehow it shot me in the foot
And thought I could, guess that I couldn't, it hurts
By now I've regained my composure
"It gets worse as you get older," at least that's what someone told me
Who am I to disagree? I'm living proof and it hurts (It hurts)
I was on meth in Copenhagen
Everything good comes in phases, then it's every noise is grating
Everyone wants you sedated, but they're too pussy to say it, it hurts
My family thinks I'm pushing through it, but I'm not, I'm just not man enough to do it
Terrified it won't improve and who am I but living proof that it hurts? It hurts (It hurts, it hurts)

[Outro]
And fuck mе, wish that it—
Fuck me, wish that it—
Fuck me, wish that it—
Fuck me, wish that it—
Fuck mе, wish that it didn't
But it does, it does, it does, it does