Philophobia

[Verse 1]
I never love, I'm afraid
It's a common mistake
I'm drawn to the same comments
They keep vomiting feelings, pop-pop, stop it
I see nothing but neat bodies and meaningless talking
I figure it's not for me, think it's ridiculous with bulking
Egos and nihilism, fuck we living if lives different?
It's something I said? I've been such a pessimist
Endulging the past, I've seen a thousand narcissist loving themselves
But never others, if my heart is nothing but pulsing arteries
But sometimes, I think that my worst side is the best
The way I'm wired got me trained right, but often I think that I'll diе alone

[Hook]
If you love me, thеre's nothing there
No no, no no, no no, no no
If you love me, there's nothing there
No no, no no, no no, no no

[Verse 2]
It's not that I don't like nobody
It's not worth it in my eyes to love 'em
Well, how about (what?)
Ain't ringing a bell, I was down on luck
I've been shifty as hell, but never drunk on love
If you ain't counting lust, and ever since I've been dodging touch
Can't love someone with a logic trust
I'm such a hypocrite, stuck in different type of feelings and thinking that
Dionysus must be in us, crumbs of intrigue, a subpoena
If people can't love then so be it
'Cause often being alone is so freeing
When you leave can you close me up?
With a key, that's our secret

[Hook]
If you love me, there's nothing there
No no, no no, no no, no no
If you love me, there's nothing there
No no, no no, no no, no no

[Verse 3]
I wanna be shaken, wanna feel frail 'til the wind can break me
I wanna be human, see you in my illusions
'Til I can't discern the truth and
I wanna be yours, I wanna be forced by a simple impulse
And live on beliefs that are meagre but easier than stinking of the reek of remorse, huh
I wanna feel halved, wanna meet something that feels what I felt
I wanna be moven, be new with each new movement
'Til you'll consume my moon and
I'm lost in my own seeking, I'm starting to believe
If people can't love then so be it
But being my own is no privilege

[Hook]
If you love me, there's nothing there
No no, no no, no no, no no
If you love me, there's nothing there
No no, no no, no no, no no